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Monday, December 29, 2008











Hey Babyboy. <3
Well, it's been over 100 days since i loved you, and i really dont know what t say.
Hmmmmm, what got me t love you?
Well, it's gotta be how you never fail t make me laugh w your ever crazy antics,
The way you act silly,
The way you're always disturbing KhunAngelboy.
You always make me smile.
Never, have i loved a person so, so much.
Love that hurts me, that makes me a little overwhelmed.
It's every little good and precious things that make me love you, baby.
I dont know, really, how t put into words of how much the love i feel.
Maybe, the love got stronger when i first saw you in person.
How you were so close, yet so far.
How i yearn t touch you.
How i got excited over the fact that i could hug you when my sister told me you were having a fansign (which turned out t be hoax),
How i got all nervous, jittery.
How, then, the love for you grew stronger and stronger.
Idk why im writing suchha a long lovey-dovey post for you,
When all i had in mind was just t wish you,
Happy Birthday.
HAHA, i've never been really good w words, really.
Baby, happy belated birthday.
You're a star and im just a fan.
One in that many hundreds, or maybe millions.
Just know that im always there for you,
Loving you, Supporting you.
So, never give up yeah!
Hwaiting, BABY!
"Love is like the wind, i cant see it, but i can feel it"

at

Friday, December 26, 2008



Dear DongBangShinKi,
Do you remember this?
Haha! Yes, this picture was taken approx. 2-3 years ago.
I remember how this picture was my display picture back then.
Back then, it was difficult just t find info about you guys.
A new, upcoming boyband, that even i would have never thought will be this successful.
You've come a long way from your Hug days, Rising Sun days and 'O' days.
I'm proud of you, really.
My boys, my first korean love.
(:
I remembered how i joined every dbsk forums just t get pictures, info, whatnot.
Haha! It's silly really.
I remember how in school, i would spazz t my schoolmates about you and get =.= looks at the end.
It's been 5 years.
It's been long, difficult, tough and everything.
You know, i'll be forever thankful t you guys.
DongBangShinKi.
The first korean boyband that caught my eye.
The first boyband that got me interested in korean pop.
The first of everything, that has got t do w my fandom.
The First.
It's not gonna back down,
It's not gonna stop,
Thankyou.
Happy 5th Anniversary 동방신기!

at

Friday, December 12, 2008

Hey, T.
Look at me. After you left,
It ain't the same.
I'm not what i use t be. It hurts so much,
You know?
I need you, boy. Always, all the time.

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

Lawls, this is kewlxzszxs. Let's try it out.



Instructions:
Answer the questions in the quiz and insert your answers in the corresponding question numbers in the letter.

The letter:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. -Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist (BUT HE DOES!!!)
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regardsGermany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - F***off now
France - In pain

The letter:
Dear Elle:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist (BUT HE DOES!!!). I'm returning the cut toenails to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always will remember eggplant-fetishism.
Go burn,
Quraishia.












Wowowowow! So much fun!
HAHA.

at

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Bella's Lullaby made me cry,
I'm so loser.














God, when the day is cold,
Will You keep him warm?








Dear super flyboy, i miss you darling.

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Old school songsssss are so kewlszxss.
Yay.










Fuck, you're making me wait so long.
Why.

at

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

To: Last for One Crew

You know, two weeks ago, i got a phonecall from Tin.
She asked me, t come down t support you guys.
At first, i wasn't a fan. Yes, it's true.
Now, two weeks after, I can't bear t leave you guys.
That much of connection, too strong to be broken.

Thank you, Last for One, for such awesome shows for the past two weeks.
Thank you, for being all smiles eventhough you guys were probably pissed at us.
Thank you, for being such nice people, allowing us t take pictures w you.
Thank you, tolerating our nonsense, annoying-ness, irritating-ness - everything.
Thank you, for everything, everything this past two weeks had to offer.
Most importantly, Thank You, because without this, i wouldnt find such great friends.
It's because of you, Last for One, i find friends of the same interests.

To: Felicia, Desiree, Grace, Shermin, Sherlene, Gillian and those that have been there for the past two weeks.
Yes, you guys may be annoying at times,
But you're far, the best people i've met.
Thank you, for tolerating my nonsense and all.
Haha, i love you guys.
Thank you, all of you.









LAST FOR ONE, THANK YOU DON'T REALLY HAVE A GREAT IMPACT NOW.
I WANT YOU T KNOW, ALL OF YOU, THAT I DO LOVE YOU - NOT BECAUSE OF YOUR LOOKS OR ANYTHING, BUT BECAUSE YOU'VE GOT GREAT, MAD TALENTS. IT'S SUCH A WASTE IF PEOPLE DONT REALISE IT, EH.

I LOVE YOU, LAST FOR ONE.
FOR EVERYTHING, IM IN DEBT.
THANK YOU.
YES, I LOVE YOU.
:D



Yes, Taiyo, that means you too my super flyboy.
:D

at

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Thank you, Taiyo.
For everything today, Thankyou.

Hugging, saying "Love you too", patting my head and saying "Annyeong",
Thank you, just, so so much.




Just like Taiyo/Sun, you brighten up my dull day today.
Omg, thanks kay!
:D

at

Friday, December 05, 2008

YOU GO BITCH ABOUT PEOPLE,
SAYING HOW YOU HATE THIS, HATE THAT.
BUT YOU STILL DO WHAT THEY DID.













YOU FUCKING CUNT.
OMG, I HATE YOU BOTH SO MUCH.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
YAY, SLUTZXZSZXZ FOREVERZXZXSZ.
FUCK.

at

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Dawn remembers me!
Hahaha, hilarious kay!
He was like, "Q!", after performance!

Cool and super exciting kay!

Some bitch took our front row benches.
Fuckdammityoufuckingshit.

It's okay, i had so much fun w Atiqah and Yaqi(?) and their bff, the DSLR.
Hahahah, i use every single DSLR i can get my hands on.
From Wid's to Atiqah's and Bum's.
._.









I bought TaiyoB chocolates too! HAHA.
28 bucks, poof, gone!
HAHA.
I hope you like them chocolates.
Love you nong time too, :D









Another heart 2 heart talk w Paul and Alvin.
Hahaha!
Saw exclusive, in-the-phone-only, peektures.
Hahaha! Lip = Selenge!












Korean Pop Night, was a month ago.
Remember, the craziness?
I miss it so, too.

at

So, looking at people's cyworlds is stalking,
sleeping when tired is useless,
and not charging the camera is stupid.

Seriously, how more tacky can this person be.













So, we kinda had a heart 2 heart talk w Paul ytd.
:D

at

God will you let him know that i love him so,
When there's no one there, that he's not alone.
Close his eyes, let him know my heart is beating w his.











I dont want t have him,
I dont want t be greedy,
I just want t love him.

at

Tuesday, December 02, 2008



You've got me, Dawn's got you!
:D


Onew-sshi, kwaenchana!

at

Monday, December 01, 2008

Hahahaha, Last For One.



















:D

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